You are free to blame all of your bad decisions on other people, neef.
I must have made a bad decision at some time or other, Oom,
and I wish that I had documented it so that we could discuss its cause.
if I were to transfer blame, I obviously couldn't transfer to other people who don't have free will either,
so I instead choose to assume that blame or guilt aren't in the equation.
I always go back to this:
Any deviation from cause and effect would be a deviation from the natural.
Science is about cause and effect.
Free will, therefore, would have to be supernatural.
I have never experienced anything that appeared supernatural to me,
so while I obviously cannot be certain, I doubt the existence of the supernatural and thus the existence of free will.
I cannot declare its non-existence with certainty either.
I also know that like everybody else, I act as if free will actually exists.
What I cannot do is demonstrate how my acting as if free will actually exists
has anything to do with it actually existing [or my having the free will to act that way].
In the end, it comes down to a couple of things.
First, you seem to WANT free will to exist while I honestly don't care either way.
You don't want to be a meat robot. I don't care quite as much.
Second, we have different basic concepts of both the two phenomena of believing and knowing.
We arrive at different conclusions, but it seems that we've discussed it enough by now
to at least understand how we each view the matter.