You're way too invested in "us vs. them" to be a rational, functioning adult. Much like Dutch.
The reason you have to campaign on bigotry and Nazism is because Conservatism has no merits.
There has never been a successful Conservative policy that benefitted the country, and every single Conservative President has left office in disgrace and/or left behind a destroyed economy.
Every single Conservative President since Nixon has left behind a disaster.
Trump was the worst by far, having never surpassed Obama's best annual GDP growth even though Obama left him a great economy.
