My prospects are bleak, although I expect to keep pushing myself at independent math study for years to come. I have a complete inability to visualize and see and perceive the types of patterns, shapes, and measurements, that it drives me insane. This is accompanied by a total lack of street smarts and logic, and an exceptionally poor short-term memory. One of my hopes in studying math has, for some time, been to speed-up my thought processes, although I assume the scientific merits of this goal to be dubious at best.
Because I am well-spoken, possess an exceptional long-term memory, take an interest in history and politics, and have an irrepressible wit and pun dispensory, people around me often take me for someone who is highly intelligent. I hope they are right, because most of the abilities I use to judge intellect are the ones which elude me.