Why should would any normal person be embarrased about having cyber sex? Most normal people do it. This must be something this is, evidently, beyond the realm of experience of rightwing hags and conservative hacks.
The only embarrassing thing is that you are obsessed over the private affairs of someone you don't even know, and are psychotic enough to hack an email account and post it. Every sane person here can see how psychotic that is.
LOL at your dissertation on froggie. Do you really think this much about people you've never met, and never will meet? Is it really that important to you to stress out about?
Man, this must be a rightwing thing. I've had a few cons wish death on me, and promise to hunt me down at my job and complain to my boss. But it is mind boggling the amount of time and effort you have spent stalking and harrassing a couple of ladies you only know from cyber space.
This could be, like, a PhD dissertation study in psychology or something.