No backing out of it now
That was red hot racism you spewed
Maybe thinking shit that stupid as a ten year old in a moment of sheer anger at the world because it came adjacent to horrible time in your life could be understood
But if you had truely learned in your soul of souls the true horrors of what racism delivers to a society……
The words you typed would have never appeared on any page
Because the story would have been seen through the eyes of years of deep thought
It would have ended with your description of the discovery of your better self through deep contemplation of WHY people react how they do
Your version is the version where from that point this poor troubled kid just gave the fuck up on decency
Decided to hate instead of think
Damn brother
I fucking admitt it
I feel for that young son
Somebody in his family failed him
No desh. Several black boys attacked me because I ran them out of a little friend's house.
It was 90% butthurt over that and about 10% racism.
There was no racism when I was kicking the shit out of them.
Pure anger.
Uhm. I would not recommend going the route I went because "Vengeance is mine, saith The Lord",
and If I would have let him handle it, it
probably would have been better.
I was young and dumb and really should have had more patience with God.
A mistake made and learned about.
Oh! God always does it better than you ever could. <<<That's crux there.
That was the point I was trying to make. God will always do things better than you when it comes to things like that.
"Vengeance is mine"...he means it.
And he does it. Better than man could even think about doing.
Every time. It's like the clockwork of the world.
It may just be autonomous and he doesn't even have to think about it at this point.

Or..maybe God puts an inbox of vengeances on his desk from day to day and just hammers them out creatively.

Creatively he does get with that, I tell ya wut.
