Yes
We know
It’s exactly how you respond to facts
You are in the final stages of maximum lie factor
Every truth no matter how tiny roils your skin and flesh
I feel for you dude
You can’t go backwards
You can’t go forward into a world where everything you have embraced in life has turned toxic and will scald your skin for everyday of the rest of your life
I recently lost a long time friend who who fell into maga
A good person who ended up missing me and was trying to recontact me. I responded and tried real hard to find the respect I once had for this person.
I remember trying to talk some sense into him over the years as we just naturally fell away
No fact would penetrate
It really hurt
It was soooo fucked up
Like watching someone drown and having them threaten to kill if you pulled them from the river current that was rushing them away
Total helplessness with loss piled on top in bucketloads
Loving people can be so hard
But it’s never as bad as the prospect of not loving people
I miss you dude
Sorry to lose you in so many ways
The only good thing I can seem to come up with out of the mess it became is
You didn’t have to face what is about to happen
Your whole world veiw would have crumbled before your eyes
You were a good person and would have been so ashamed and broken by the reality of it all
Cults are just really evil
They can destroy so much in a persons life
Travel well my friend
I will always miss that person you were BEFORE the cult
I know who you really were
A great guy who became a victim of a cult
Keep it acomin’
(An inside joke)