No. I was a practicing Christian for the first 20 - 25 years of my life...and contemplated a religious vocation. I studied the Bible and the structure of Christianity...and ended up discovering many of the items that have been mentioned by others here.
As a result, I have decided two things...one about what I know about the REALITY of existence...and two about the the Bible.
About the first:
I do not know if any GOD (or gods) exist or not;
I see no reason to suspect that gods cannot exist…that the existence of a GOD or gods is impossible;
I see no reason to suspect that at least one GOD must exist...that the existence of at least one GOD is needed to explain existence;
I do not see enough unambiguous evidence upon which to base a meaningful guess in either direction on whether any gods exist or not...nor do I see enough unambiguous evidence upon which to base a meaningful guess about which is more likely…so I do not guess on either of those things.
(When I use the word "GOD or gods" here, I mean "The entity (or entities) responsible for the creation of what we humans call 'the physical universe'...IF SUCH AN ENTITY OR ENTITIES ACTUALLY EXIST.)
As to the second:
My guess about the Bible, for what it is worth, is that a very self-serving history (of sorts) of the early Hebrew people...a relatively unsophisticated, unknowledgeable, superstitious people who had many enemies in the areas where they lived. Their enemies worshiped barbarous, vengeful, wrathful, unforgiving, demanding, murderous, petty gods. And to protect themselves from those gods, they invented an especially barbarous, vengeful, wrathful, unforgiving, demanding, murderous, petty god...and worshiped it. The story seems to be a necessary mythology. The mythology served a needed purpose at that time and I can easily understand why the ancient Hebrews felt about it the way they did.
The fact that modern theists feel the way they do about it...is disappointing and disheartening.
The story of the god of the Bible saying that it would forgive humans for offending it...but only if humans would first torture and kill its son...was probably the reason I decided to leave Christianity. There is no way I could "worship" a god that would propose any even close to that.
Not sure why anyone would want to "worship" a god that would reward humans for not offending it, but it seem (if your guesses about the situation are correct) that very few will be rewarded. (Perhaps only you, in fact.)
I suspect that by "saved"...you mean this "eternal life" stuff. If so, why not just say that is what you mean?