It's interesting that you confess atheism leads to paradoxes and cognitive dissonance.As does believing in God, but here we are.
Atheism is easy to understand. Nothing exists but matter and energy, and at the end of the day there really is no ultimate purpose or meaning.So you spend all your time on here telling atheists what they believe even when they disagree with you. Do you do the same for Baptists? How about Catholics? How about Jews? You go around telling your Jewish friends what their beliefs are?
If not why not?
To the extent atheists write books, they're usually just a litany of complaints about the Old Testament, or about specific events in Christian history.
To really understand Christian or Buddhist belief, you would have to spend a few years studying at a seminary or a Buddhist monastery.