As in your case, it's common for mentally ill individuals to avoid appropriate medical care because 1.) they think they don't need it (that's a symptom of the clinical delusion that makes you a worthless, blithering, Trump-fellating pile of moronic dog shit), 2.) they're afraid of their inevitable diagnosis, and/or 3.) they can't afford it. I pity you.
“Trump-fellating pile of moronic dog shit”
TFPMDS
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