I never suggested any such thing.
What I did do, was ask a question about you "making a choice".
The premise you arrived at, was of your own making.
The fact that the post is there, even though you SAY you can't "find it", means I have offered what you asked for; but you are the one that failed, for FAILING to acknowledge it.
But then, that was your CHOICE.
You have been weighed and measured
and found to be wanting.
You have now failed x3, all within the same thread.
I know you're capable of doing better.
Please do try.