Just try logging off now. Just for a few hours. Instead of posting your useless babble here, just use a word processing program and read your drunken Nazi death poetry to yourself. Trust me - you are the only one who either reads or appreciates it.
Just try logging off for three hours now.. you can always come back.. then tomorrow, try being off for 4 hours..
You will find that once you are gone from here, Hawkeye, it will be a relief, not only to us - but to you!
Try it..seriously.. you need to.. you educate no one here.. you're a useless, self-hating drunken troll desperate for someone to tell you you're smart. You're not.
Just go.